note for picky

Picky, You're so Special.

your spesial voice, your special hands, your special smiley.

voice to listen, hand to hold, and smiley to love.

no matter people judge you like what,

but I always judge you special- picky

My Fourth Nightmare- picky

why everyday I always dream about you? 29 may, 31 may, 1 june, why do you come to my dream?

what should I do for stopped it? I don't know

tonight, I'm dream you. I know I dream you, but why I forgotting my dream? I just remember I saw your face with your smiley- my favorite smile. I really not remember at all. yaeh, I just remember that I dream of you.

after all done (the note book and the novel complete), I'll try to forgot you and move on- picky

My Another Nightmare- picky

hell, after I dream you two night ago, you come again in my dreams. not just one dreams, but two!

in my dream. we was in some place. we're talking, there is nothing strange. but you suddenly desappear. leave me without a trace.

Iam looking for you, but I can't find you. I don't know what should I do.

no matter how hard I try, I can't hold you.

I'll wake up. this nightmare make me realize, you're too far..

and then, I'll fall asleep again. after that, my secon dream begins.

in my secon dream, I asked my self, why you do it all to me? what my fault? 

and I intend eor ask to you. I went to ur house. then.. I ask, there are you? and he say yes.

I see you come out. I talk to my self, Iam not ready to star the fighting and lose you. 

when you go out, Iam back to go, but you stoped me. Iam just saying "forgotting" and I walk away.

I'm not strong enough to actually lose you. so stuped me!

my mom woke me up, I was awakened and today I'm getting error because dreams again

I don't want you to go, but You're gone- picky